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Living in a big fat lie. IS YOU.
Friday, June 26, 2009, 11:49 AM
LOVE YOU MJ!!!
i love him ever since i was young.
and i do have a few previous posts on him.
i'm just shocked that he died so suddenly.
i was looking forward for the 50 shows that he was gonna do in London.
not that i am going there, but just to prove to everyone that he can make a comeback.
but i guess that day will never come.
i'm gonna miss him.
i love someone who touches the heart of many out there in need. MJ goes all out to help them.
may MJ rest in peace.
i don't know why, but i do feel a bit bummed about MJ's departure.
Sunday, June 7, 2009, 8:56 PM
love vs hate
He changed. And what I've got is this guy who talks to me like he talks to his regular friends. He only changed to his good attitude when he needs something from me. Once he get it, he goes right back to his darn attitude. Sometimes I hate him. Hate him for changing. Hate him for hurting me. Hate him for all those words that he used against me.
And most of all, I hate him because he doesn't know all this.
, 9:52 AM
I may want to shut this blog down.
I think that I wouldn't want to blog anymore, maybe?
The purpose I change my blog in the first place is that I hope that I can start anew. I do want to stop blogging about sad shit in my life and just write happy thoughts, happy events. But I always come back to square one: my shitty posts about my sad life, hopefully a prince out there would read it and save my life. I'm sure I have lost a lot of readers. Cause they are bored of reading my sad sad posts.
I do envy my friends who always has happy entries. Always writing about their family, spending time with their friends, post lotsa HAPPY HAPPY pictures.. I wanna post a happy post too. A happy day in my life which I have none. Post a happy picture at least. And able to post a picture with the one you love without having to worry who may read it and spread some malicious gossips...
Argh I hate this world.
So yeah, if you enter my blogspot url one day and they direct you to a non-existent page... Just understand that I am tired of blogging about my pathetic life yeah.
And you can just drop me an sms instead.
Saturday, June 6, 2009, 8:40 AM
i wish i can ask u to just f**k it, drop it, coz u will meet someone that truly loves u, more than u love him.
Friday, June 5, 2009, 1:28 AM
i guess i'm not needed huh?
so yeah, sometimes i do feel like i'm not needed. i don't mind, really. being in school, ALONE, most of the time, i don't mind.. kinda used to it i guess.
so yeah, i guess i just needed to that this of my chest. unlike you, who can just call a friend and cry over the phone, i have this blog to talk to. if not, my pillow. and cry all by myself.
ok i should just stop being sorry for myself and get on with my life.
Monday, June 1, 2009, 9:28 AM
The DOWNS of life
When you sacrifice more than you should have and not appreciated, should you be modest about it? Or think about yourself and walk away from the situation?
When you are so confused and tried to explain but no one gets it, should you try again? Or should you just ignore and forget about everything?
When you need someone to talk to but no one is there, should you call someone in hopes of a shoulder to lean on? Or just cry alone in your room?
I don't know. I'm just so confused. BAH.
Thursday, May 28, 2009, 2:53 AM
Earth Song - Michael Jackson
thedeceptionistVanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt.
Crazy biatch, aka Kookai.
Cried first on 25th January 1989
and has been crying since then.
Still struggling with the fact that she has reached 20
and is (slowly but surely) transforming into a lady +)
I have always been the pessimist, the giver, and no amount of talking can bring up my
But now I'm standing tall, and not letting anything get in my way.
Here I am.
I finally found ME
+ LOVE YOU MJ!!!
+ love vs hate
+ i wish...
+ i guess i'm not needed huh?
+ The DOWNS of life
+ Earth Song - Michael Jackson
+ MJ may be weird, but he's special
+ WOOHOO!! BAD INFLUENCE AGAIN!!
+ Quote to share.
+ March 2009
+ April 2009
+ May 2009
+ June 2009
An accidentality production
Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D